01. Prologue

Sorry. I made you wait.

Here you go.
Coffee is okay?
There's sugar and milk too, so use them as you like.

Hehehe~
It's been so long since we've talked alone like this.
When we were in middle school, we were together almost every day.

After school, we'd go to my room right after school.
We'd play games, read manga, and chat.
Sometimes we'd do karaoke, or study at a family restaurant before a test.
It was fun.

But then... after we went to different high schools, we didn't see each other much anymore.
We were too far apart, and you always said I was too busy... sorry.
But I was happy to see you.
I was so happy that you never forgot about me.

You know what? I lied about that time.
The truth is... you weren't busy at all.
I was just... afraid to see you.
When I'm with you... it's so sad and painful... and it's getting harder and harder... to see you.

No, no. You didn't do anything wrong.
It's all my fault.
You're a little bit aware of that, aren't you?
The way I dress, the way I talk.

I've been trying not to tell you this for a long time.
Someday... when I feel better...
When I can see you as a friend again.
I'll ask you to come over to me... and I'll apologize to you... 
and I'll tell you that I'm sorry... and that we'll hang out together again.
I thought we'd play together again.

But it didn't work out.
Even though I tried to keep my distance, even though I tried not to see you.
I can't stop thinking about you.
I couldn't stop thinking about you.

I went to your coming-of-age ceremony thinking I'd just see you from afar, but...
But when I saw your face, I couldn't help it... and I found myself talking to you.
Because... you're so much more than I remember.
You've become so much cooler.

I like you.
And I don't mean just as a friend.
I've always wanted to be your girlfriend.

Yeah, I know.
You never saw me that way.
I mean, you like girls, right?
I know, but...

But... hey. How do I look now, from your point of view?
Do I look like a girl to you?

Ever since junior high school, you've always mistaken me for a girl when I'm in my regular clothes.
Whenever I went out to meet someone, I was always approached by guys.
Nothing happened then because you were there.

But now, when I go out for a drink or something.
I get approached by more guys than ever before.
Some of them are even willing to go out with me even though they know I'm a guy's girl.
There are a lot of guys who really want to go out with me.

Would you like to give it a try?
Like a lover?
Of course, we're not really lovers... we just do things like that.
I mean, I could make you...
I'm sure I could give you a lot of good, hardcore sex.

And if that doesn't work, I'll give up this time.
I'll make today... a memory for the rest of my life, and I'll fall in love with another man.
I won't say anything like this again.

So...
Just for right now... just think that you love me.
I'll make you feel so good with all of me.

Will you have sex with me?